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Old age reaches it's hand inside my ribcage and grips my heart. Squeezing it and wringing all the blood out. Old age drags a fingernail straight down the  center so I can feel it ripping and my heart is still pumping, pumping, pumping blood, but old age is still holding so tight that each pump becomes twice as many, three times as many, four times as many pumps.
I feel sick.
I just want to go home, and curl up in my bed, and sleep. Because there's no way that I'll never die, and there's no way to stop thinking about it. So I'll curl up and go to sleep and hope and hope and hope that I find some other way to waste my time.
Sometimes I feel you inside me. Like you've wrapped yourself all around my heart, just like old age, except this is different. I feel you, and I feel fear, but it's nice. I feel you wrapped around my skin, draping yourself over my shoulder, around my hips. If I close my eyes I see you inhaling my exhale.
I feel sick;
but I feel safe.
I go home, curl up in my
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where bugs go in the winter.
There are ants tickling my feet.
That's impossible, Timmy says. It's winter time and you're
wearing shoes. I ask him where all the bugs go in the
wintertime and he says he doesn't know.
Maybe they're in my shoes! I say, and he laughs. I laugh too.
We are lying in snow that is white and fluffy like powdered
Why aren't there any clouds today? He asks me; as if I have
all the answers to everything.
Maybe it's too cold, I say. Maybe all the pre-sip-a-tay-shun's
gone from the sky and now we're laying in it.
Pop told me once that the angels go bowling in the clouds, and
when it rains the angels are crying. He said that when it snows,
it's just that the angels' tears are freezing. See, my Pop likes
to believe in heaven; he likes to think that's where I'll go soon
and that I'll wait for him there. Timmy's Pop believes in heaven
too, but not Timmy. Timmy doesn't believe in anything.
Timmy just says maybe: maybe it's just too cold today, and we
are quiet.
When I close my eyes he says my n
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disappear into the air by maarzi disappear into the air :iconmaarzi:maarzi 4 2
Garage Sale: Fears sold in boxes.
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Flowers by maarzi Flowers :iconmaarzi:maarzi 3 0 Promise by maarzi Promise :iconmaarzi:maarzi 3 0 Sing Out by maarzi Sing Out :iconmaarzi:maarzi 4 0 a safety pin by maarzi a safety pin :iconmaarzi:maarzi 4 0
fur elise
I watch him carefully as he plays. Fingers gliding seamlessly
along the black and white keys.
Memorizing the sound the piano makes. The reaction of his
fingers on the keys, and the hammers on the
It all sounds so lovely.
da-da da-da da-da da-da dum.
I hum along in my mind, but I don't dare say a thing out loud.
He is practicing.
I wish I could practice like he does. That my fingers could run
smooth and fast, like ballerinas, along the keys and make music
as beautiful as his.
But, my fingers pause at bad times and hit the wrong notes.
Now the piano is out of tune; he walks with his jeans cuffed,
and his hair perfectly styled.
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marshmallows. by maarzi marshmallows. :iconmaarzi:maarzi 2 2 if you're going to hide by maarzi if you're going to hide :iconmaarzi:maarzi 8 15 Today It Looks Like Night by maarzi Today It Looks Like Night :iconmaarzi:maarzi 4 2


Infinite by JackBosworth Infinite :iconjackbosworth:JackBosworth 39 11 Believe by TalesOfNightWing Believe :icontalesofnightwing:TalesOfNightWing 205 57 sailor by aFteRLifeR sailor :iconafterlifer:aFteRLifeR 18 8 dust by MonopolyMismatch dust :iconmonopolymismatch:MonopolyMismatch 3 0 Apache tears by Crazy-shadock Apache tears :iconcrazy-shadock:Crazy-shadock 38 3 She's by PolinaChernova She's :iconpolinachernova:PolinaChernova 99 7 last puff. by Altingfest last puff. :iconaltingfest:Altingfest 221 25 Man by yavuzselimturan Man :iconyavuzselimturan:yavuzselimturan 267 21 Cherbourg by IndiexChild Cherbourg :iconindiexchild:IndiexChild 16 2 let's go while it's still raining by Zi0oTo let's go while it's still raining :iconzi0oto:Zi0oTo 65 11
sick and happy
disown me
the shit that i will prove to be,
you said that you believed in me
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Together... by monikha Together... :iconmonikha:monikha 156 18 The Doppelganger by iNeedChemicalX The Doppelganger :iconineedchemicalx:iNeedChemicalX 474 47 Sunday on the shore by iNeedChemicalX Sunday on the shore :iconineedchemicalx:iNeedChemicalX 864 66 07112 by akihiroe 07112 :iconakihiroe:akihiroe 20 4 Daisy Contrary. by kle0012 Daisy Contrary. :iconkle0012:kle0012 136 8



Mary Rose
United States
I used to like stuff. Now I like sleeping.

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MonopolyMismatch Featured By Owner Sep 28, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the favourite! =)
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ice-or-fire Featured By Owner Jun 8, 2012
Happy [early] birthday!
It only comes one day a year so do something to make it memorable!
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Encodedphoto Featured By Owner Feb 17, 2012  Hobbyist Photographer
Thank you so much for the :+fav:s! =)
sakura027 Featured By Owner Feb 12, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
thanks for the fav ^^
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